the numbness was loud
so you turned up the volume
you could never be in silence
to scared of what was running through your head
to scared the thoughts might turn into actions
and actions turn to regret
but thats why the volume was up
to keep you from the spiral that would only end with silence
above.the.clouds 
You took my thoughts and wrote them down! I love this
I surround myself with people so I don’t have a minute to be alone with my thoughts
When it’s not people it’s music.
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ik same i’m never not distracting myself…
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Yesss you say all of it perfectly
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Distraction is the easiest, most dangerous remedy
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“So you turned up the volume” nothing more belittling and frustrating when they called aux first …and you can’t do anything about it except sit there and listen…with them in control
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literally i hate listening to other ppls music when i just wanna play like that one song and it makes me so anxious
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I distract my thoughts all the time
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