i’ve been thinking a lot recently

and i’m so scared i’ll never fall in love again

i think about the feeling all the time

but it’s so faded

the memories play in my mind so often

but they are only cloudy stories i cant quite get right

what if that’s all i’ll ever have

cloudy memories

i crave the feeling

so i try to force it

but it’s so artificial

and i can taste the difference


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